Weak.

Intimidated by the thought of expending precious time on someone else. Wrapped up in creative endeavors, keeping busily distracted so as to not give a fuck about how we treat human beings. Our narcissism is our bliss. 

Good day off.

Good day off.

When I find love internally, it will find me externally.

I have a scary thought that I want to be in love because I think it will somehow save me from myself.

It is life’s biggest distraction. It is a way to step outside of yourself and into another person. To devote yourself to someone else. I was constantly thinking of him and who I was in relation and wondering who I should be now that I was with him. The act of the tattoo artist’s girlfriend. Perfecting the act of not giving a fuck about my appearance but also completely giving a fuck. 

I want this forever I swear I could spend whatever on it.

I want this forever I swear I could spend whatever on it.

Portland, Berlin, Vienna, San Francisco. #photobooth #blackandwhite

Portland, Berlin, Vienna, San Francisco. #photobooth #blackandwhite

Some abstract rainbow frenz and myself: @j_leatherby @pasqualican @boyrito @anthony_wcp

Some abstract rainbow frenz and myself: @j_leatherby @pasqualican @boyrito @anthony_wcp

i recorded

a new, short, little song

https://soundcloud.com/rachel-johnsen/plea

I was a little bit lighter and adventure on my sleeve. I was a little drunk and looking for company.

I was a little bit lighter and adventure on my sleeve. I was a little drunk and looking for company.